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Posted by graychylde at 07:21 on September 26th, 2011 at 7:21AM  
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out of my mouth, out of my heart

If I can talk about it, then maybe I can get it out, and maybe I can help someone who's felt the same.  I've wanted to die before, but I usually fight the urge.  I feel worthless and useless, like I'm a bad mom and a lousey wife.  I don't want to hurt my family, and I feel like if I were gone, they would be better off.  I know these feelings are self imposed.  My husband doen't think I'm a bad wife, I DO.  My daughter doesn't think I'm a bad mom, I DO.  It's pretty clear that I don't know whats best for me.  So instead of listening to my enternal dialouge, I should listen to the external imput from the people who love me and want me to stick around.

Posted by graychylde at 10:42 on September 25th, 2011 at 10:42AM  
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